Stand

So today has been a little tough... I had to open up my mouth and stand for something.. It has taken me awhile to brave it and work my courage up but I did it. For those that know me closest I will probably tell you when I see you... I can't post it on here...sorry just too many eyes...lol.... just know that I am growing up and life is sometimes hard... You know after standing up and letting myself be free from the bondage I was under I somewhat feel lighter... Yes it will be hard tomorrow facing this individual and going throughout the day trying to work past this but it will with time... Another thing happened yesterday at church, the singers did not show up... I felt so small... Like it was my fault because I scheduled them.. Everyone came (those who hadnt been to our church in a very long time) I stayed home even trying to reach someone so they could tell me what had happened.. I finally gave up and went to church.. When Andy and I got home they called and said they had forgotten to tell the singers they had a service that evening... They were very sorry and so apologetic but its over with now... I guess sometimes things happen for a reason (I know they do) Well enjoy your evening and looking forward to a baby shower this weekend.... love you all